last days

In a couple of days I will start college, July 21st to be exact, I still need to buy my textbooks though. I only have two classes in first term so it should be pretty fun.

I am thinking- whether or not I should watch the harry potter premiere tonight with a friend and her little brother, or tomorrow night with a group of friends and my sister. The trick is I agreed to go tonight but now I kind of don't want to stand in line by myself for an hour or so. But I think that overall I'm very dependable and I would personally feel bad for breaking this agreement. Tomorrow would be way fun though. If I go both then I will already know whats going on as well as spend more money then I should. But technically if I was a guy going to the hp premiere with a girl or something id Have to pay 2x's as much. So maybe its okay to go twice which will make it okay ha ha. Sorry so random.

I am waiting- for Monday when I can receive my student I.D card, I went today to go get the i.d but the lady at the counter said I need to wait for Monday, there is a college dance this Friday and Saturday which I will miss but its okay because I'm sure I will have plenty dances to go to in the future.

I need to remember- to do something that I just forgot about... Uh oh. Friday I might go hiking with Rachel, and Saturday I might go hiking with Brittany (same place).

I want to- build a chair for my friend Brit before she goes to college because I took 2 building and construction classes and she has been joking about me making her a chair for a long time and Id just really want to do that.

I'm going to go- to my friends missionary farewell July 30th if its the last thing I do. I am really excited for that because I have known him since my first efy when I was 14 and the fact that he is now going on a mission more or less blows my mind. And yes of course I think guys look bunches more attractive in Sunday clothes so it should be cute, but I will try to concentrate ;) - assuming he reads this :)

Its been fun- to go to ward camp all week, where we have had a ton of fun memories including the beach trips, hanging out in the little kiddy pool to more or less tan without getting sandy (dont be jealous but it was a princess pool) making my anklet, watching the late night movies where I felt like I was the only one who stayed awake (it was also kind of cold),

I played frisbee: with stephen, rachel, jacob, seth, sheridan and my dad, we did a lot together in that group (sometimes with Mike if we were lucky haha) such as,
 tennis: on the little net with stephen, sheridan and my dad which was fun. Throwing around this little Velcro tennis ball with stephen while talking about what he has to look forward to.
volleyball: with a bunch of people (seth-jacob richardson, carina, mike- stephen- rachel- Becca Watkins sheridan, laramie, thomas-timothy Griffiths)
board games: like banana grams mainly, and Bang which the Richardsons boys brought over.

I helped by: unpacking a bunch of stuff the last day of ward camp, like carrying it to the car and bringing it home and sheridan mike and I missed dinner so we made another trip home and ate some cold ice cream and apple juice at our house which was nice and then went to mcdonalds and got some food. Which was honestly very nice of Michael since he works there (and subway) so is probably extremely sick and tired of that food yet was willing to go eat there because itd be faster. Thats just the type of thing he does, he is always willing to help out and make other people happy its a trait that I find very great. The Watkins entire family is awesome Im very glad they moved here.

It worried me that: my mom was making scones at ward camp with the relief society as a service to everyone and she was burned severely but she kept it a secret so that the women wouldn't be worried or go a Little crazy. Which honestly bugs me, I don't think I get bothered very often because I'm very good at letting things go but my mother not only put other people's needs in front of her own but she got seriously hurt and she kept it a secret so as to not make anyone feel guilty. wow. I guess because my mom its so intent on making other people happy. I greatly admire her for that but at the same time I dislike when people ask her to take up a bunch of her time and effort to do a "small project" because she puts her entire heart and soul into helping them and sometimes I think she is taken advantage of. If she isn't a great example to everyone who knows her than I don't know who is.

I was exhausted: yesterday after waking up at 6 am to help take down the tarp and things and then I helped with putting things away, carrying things to the car and all, then scrubbing a grill for an hour until 12pm when I took a 4 hour nap.

It was fun when: we later went to the watkins house and played frisbee at Laie elementary, ate some awesome tacos and then played some monopoly (for like ten minutes) then watched the wedding planner, which was a good movie, interesting though seeing it unedited, it wasn't bad but it wasn't as clean either.

I now need to: go to the bookstore to buy my REL 121 book,

Im leaving the: library where I was typing this and my sis was studying.

I didn't get to: say goodbye to my friend Kevin R. before his mission, so I'm seriously wanting to make sure I see Dylan T. before he leaves, honestly if I could id see him a ton before then but I mean he will prob be busy and it is an hr drive to my town and all, anyways that's all :)

I try not to: mention specific towns, schools or places in my blog just as a safety measure.